I think I have great potential. Infact, as a teacher, I think I have potential for children to have a genuine interest in learning. There's just one tiny detail holding me back....
I'M LAZY!!!! AHHH!!
I absolutely hate this about myself. I have decided that I have been really lazy about signing up for this NY certification test. I have had several opportunites to sign up for this it, but out of fear and laziness I have just kept putting it off.
I have made excuse after excuse. "Oh I'm afraid I'll fail the whole thing" or "I can't do math" but the fact of the matter is that if I applied myself, I bet I could get exceptional scores. I am not a brilliant human being by any means, but when I look at many past accolaides and endevors, I realize that when apply myself, I can do great things.
I don't know if this trait is formed by nature or nurture. I look at my parents and they are the same way. My mom comes off as this confident businesswoman, yet she's a complete slob. My dad is a nut about details, yet he bides his time by spending numerous hours in front of the TV.
I just do not know how to change my lazy pattern of behavior. I really think I'm going to regret it some day.